Stillness vs. The “American Dream”
“Greed is good for the economy,” Reagan said, and it was true. So we rushed to our jobs, to sign up for overtime, to buy bigger houses and bigger toys for our shrinking lives. No time. No energy. No passion for people.
So I poured myself out for others. But I still found myself rushing from activity to activity, running myself dry. A life of service can be just as draining and self-defeating as a life for self.
My soul has begun its slow rebellion. This is a battle I will be fighting for the rest of my life. I am doing less, resting more, and listening: to others, to God, and to myself. “In godliness and contentment is great gain,” said Paul. I had forgotten how much so until reading about Taoism and Winnie the Pooh (*paraphrase from Benjamin Hoff’s The Tao of Pooh, quoting Milne’s original):
“When you wake up in the morning, Pooh,” said Piglet, “what’s the first thing you say to yourself?”
“What’s for breakfast?” said Pooh. “What do you say?”
“I wonder what’s going to happen exciting today?”
Pooh nodded thoughtfully. “It’s the same thing.”
All of the adventure, joy, beauty, and life that we seek are right under our noses. God, give us the eyes to see it, and the hearts to embrace it!