Time is uneven, if linear, for mere mortals. We do not experience it with the regularity of a stopwatch. We all remember summer days that seemed to last forever, bittersweet goodbyes that did not last long enough, or your life flashing before your eyes of your last car accident. In moments like these, the subjectivity of time peeks through.
God is outside of time. If He created time, why should His experience and perception of time be as linear and constrained as it (usually) is for us?
If the God you follow is outside of time, could He ever bend the “rules” for you? The idea is this: God blesses us when we do not deserve it, but he also loves to be generous to us in the ways that we are generous toward Him and to others. If we give freely of our resources (money, time, service, care), should we not expect Him to give freely of His?
I think of God’s admonition to His people to bring true sacrifice in Malachi. “Will a man rob God? Yet you rob me. “But you ask, ‘How do we rob you?’ “In tithes and offerings. You are under a curse– the whole nation of you– because you are robbing me. Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this,” says the LORD Almighty, “and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that you will not have room enough for it. Malachi 3:8-10
I think of Christ’s promise to His disciples. Instead of running after food, drink, and clothing — what your body needs — “seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” Matthew 6:33
In this passage, God does not promise free food and clothes. Do not quit your job. Be a responsible worker, but remember that those responsibilities come second. You are more than your job. Seek first the Kingdom of God. Live in light of your love of Him and of your neighbor, by His grace.
We can be courageous in sacrificing time and energy in order to serve others and to pray, even if it means that we won’t be putting in twelve hour days at the office. But don’t be surprised if God blesses you even more abundantly with what you truly need than if you had spent a month of twelve hour days.
And we must be wise, knowing that some days we should love God and other by putting in those extra hours. But we cannot make the mistake of depending on a lifestyle of long hours and our own efforts as the source of blessing.
You may end up with more time than you think you had. Joshua tells us (10:13): the sun stood still for him over Gibeon.
House-Husband
Newly-married, my wife and I figuring out how to make our household work. Since I am a full-time student and she is a full-time graphic designer, our typical days look very different.
She wakes at 6:30am and works from 9am-5pm.
I wake at 8am, in time to eat breakfast with her, and do “whatever I want” for much of the rest of the day. There are times when I have a lot that I must do… and there is always a lot that I should be doing.
The bottom line is that she has 40 hours of scheduled work each week and I have 10 scheduled hours with 10-60 very flexible, very variable hours. This means that I am the one who is shopping for groceries, washing the dishes, cooking dinner, and doing the laundry much of the time. We attempt to share these duties whenever possible, but it’s more possible for me than it is for her most of the time.
How has this affected me?
It’s not like I’m a stay-at-home Dad and home stuff is all that I’m doing. That would bring with it its own challenges. We dream of the day when — should we be so blessed as to have children — we will have the flexibility to both spend time at home on alternating days, managing childcare/working from home. We’ll see.
The biggest difference I have noticed is that I goof off less than before. If I’m not doing “housework” (can include “fixing” things), I should be doing “schoolwork,” even if that tangentally includes such interfaith-dialog/prose-style-honing pastimes as blogging. No time for free cell or mid-day movies.
At the end of the day, she comes home and I clock out. That’s the best part. This is far from being thankless work.
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